and then there was SLEEP!!!!!!!

Well, its official, I finally feel comfortable saying Lucas is sleeping at night. That's right, we have gone an entire week of atleast 7hrs straight, without waking up!! This is all thanks to the feeding tube. Even though I'm totally not OK with him having the g tube, I thank the g tube gods every morning for helping my little man sleep. We didn't have any appointments since Tuesday, it still totally shocks me to say that, to go from 4-6 appts a week to only 3 appointment all of which were at the house is still an adjustment that I need to get used to again. I was able to clean, clean, oh, and scrapbook. Dylan has also been sleeping earlier he falls asleep around 8pm and is waking around 8am. He has totally loved the mailman coming this week and LOVES all the gifts that everyone has sent him (thank you very much grammy, and great bumpa and great grammy) Seeing the smile on his face when he saw that he had packages from the mailman and Lucas didn't was priceless and something I'll never forget. Even though I didn't have alot of appointments this week, it was still a very enlightening week. After attending a wake and a celebration of life for my friends 4yr young son, I've learned that like Ryan did I will live each day to the fullest, and never take anything for granted, I've decided that thanks to him, I won't sweat the small stuff, and even most of the really big stuff. I've decided that my house might be messy some times (alright most of the time) but my kids are loved and happy, I've learned that I'd rather take 40mins loading the dishwasher since Dylan likes to do it, instead of brushing him off and only taking 10mins to do it myself. Bugs might be gross to me, but to a 3yr old they are the greatest thing there is outside, and catching them is even better, that I might not like spiders, but if you follow them, you'll eventually see were they live, and man do webs look cool in the sun. So I wanted to make sure that I say thank you Ryan, thanks to you, I've learned the importance of being a kid, and making the most of everyday regardless of what actually get accomplished, memories will be made!